Monday, August 13, 2007

if you ever faced with sorrow don't let it get you down.
don't ever stop believing that happiness will come around
what is a day not followed by a night
the days of sunshine will come
the seasons will pass
let storms blow with their might
ur flame may flicker but
don't turn owt that light
thru the darkest night
thru wrong and right
we need to keep moving
however hard it may be
exhale your fear.
BE STRONG
LET THE SUNSHINE SHINE THRU

Thursday, April 5, 2007

life is unfair

in life at times you expect life to go well...you want it to work bt it jus doesnt but i dont get it is a test in some wierd way mayb but i know for sure im tyrd of ppl taking advantage of my feelingS jus nt rite nemre me nd to make myself strng 1nce more...........

my goals

What is a life goal?
Maybe I should start with what is a goal? My definition of a goal is when you want to do something and do whatever you can to make that important thing happen and when you try till you succeed, when you are determined to make it happen.
So then what is a life goal?
My definition of a life goal is when you want or expect certain things to happen and fall into place in your life and when you work towards making those goals happen in stages in your life basically a recipe for what the mixture of the batter must be to make the perfect cake but in this case the batter is the little sometimes big goals you need or want to make the beautiful cake that is life.
What are my life goals? Before I go and state what all I want in my life I must tell you what I think life is life is about trust, compassion, and happiness. Avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance and building confidence. It’s not about what you do it’s about what you mean. It’s about seeing people for who they are and not for what they have.
That is my idea of what life should be.
Apart from finishing matric with 7A’s, getting into the best university, working hard and becoming and making my dream happen and that is to become a doctor…get a good job drive a nice car, wear the best clothes…be perfect, settle down marry a lovely husband, have a good marriage, have children who become the apple of my eye, be a good mother, be a good role-model. Yeah those are life goals that I want for me but much more than that I want a life that I am happy, a life that I touch someone in some way that can never be achieved otherwise. I want to replace that inner hate with love. Lives in which I know who my friends are and who my enemies are. A life where I know who I am. A life where I know individually as a person I am amazing, standing on my own two feet accomplishing new things everyday. I want to live my life remarkably.
I don’t want to spend 60 seconds in my life upset and down because that is a minute I’ll never get back, I don’t want to be afraid that my life will end I want to be afraid that it will never begin.
I want to fail in life because I don’t see it a incapacity…but instead in order for me to be a winner then its not succeed that I need to master is failure…you may be thinking what is wrong with me I am wanting to fail I admit it sounds bizarre but truly speaking I have nothing to lose only but one thing and that is my fear of losing. I want to set boundaries for myself, I want people to know what is acceptable to me and what is not, I want to know what my own limits and principals are and I want others to know as well. I want to set personal boundaries for myself so that I don’t have to be a sitting duck for all sort of problems and heartaches. To sum all that up I want to know where my place in the sun is. I want the world to become my playground where I set my rules for my game of life.These are the choices I choose to be my life goals.

Saturday, March 10, 2007

love makez the world go round : a poem works wen it with the rite person



I awake every morning, with a sad and sorrowful heart.
I wonder how much longer, we’re going to be apart.
Every 24hrs I spend without you is another empty day.
All I want to do is pack up and run away.

I long to be at your side once more, to hold you in my arms.
To hold your beautiful hands again and kiss you on your palms.
I need to stare into your eyes to see the truth inside.
To know deep within me, you love nobody else beside me.
I miss playing with your gorgeous hair, running it through my fingers.
Every single time I think of you, the pang in my heart lingers. . .
I will never be happy without you, never rest content.
Those three words I said to you, with every part of my being were meant.
Our hearts beat together, it could never be any other way.
All I really want is to be with you for one more day.
I think about you every night, tears roll down my cheeks.
I can’t seem to stop wondering . . . will it be months or weeks?
You’re all I ever think about, you control my every thought.
I wonder at the beauty of it that we have never ever fought.
You’re the first I’ve ever loved, and you’ll be the last.
Let us look toward the future, to forget our aching past.
I think of how you taught me to love, taught me how to share.
You held my hand and stared into my eyes, instantly my soul was bare.
I can’t do without you; you’re like the blood in my veins.
I need you as the Sahara Desert, desperately needs the rains.
If you ever have to hurt me, I’ll never recover the blow.
You’re the only one for me, there’s nobody else I know.
You make me feel whole again, like a jigsaw put together.
Unlike a cow . . . made into finest leather!
All I want is to hold you once more, to tell you how I feel.
I gave you my heart. Not even death can tear us apart.
I love you. . . .

just a thort

Individually, you
are amazing.
Standing on your own two feet, accomplishing new things every day,
moving one day closer to
graduation, waking up
every
morning saying, "Ah, *&^$, I can do it again."
It's
not a matter of wanting to do it, it's a matter of doing it.
In
matters of the heart, education, or partying till all hours of the
night...Life
moves pretty fast.
If you dont stop and look around once in
awhile, you could miss it.
Evaluate.
Recognize the great people who you allow to surround you--and
recognize those that you
shouldn't.
Be
kind, but be picky
.
Live every day as the
best
person you can be to yourself, your family, and your friends.
You only get one
shot to make it remarkable.

Monday, February 5, 2007

WhAt Is LiFe??


Life isn't just about keeping score. Its not about how many people call you and its not about who you've dated, are dating or havent dated at all. It isnt about who you've kissed, what sport to play, or which girl or guy likes you. Its not about your shoes ar your hair or the colour of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes or colleges that accept you or not. Life isnt about if you have alot of friends or if you are alone and its not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isnt about that.


BUT.....


Life is about who you love and who you hurt. Its about how u feel about yourself. Its about trust, happiness and compassion. Its about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love. Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and building confidence. Its about what u say and what you mean. Its about seeing people for whom they are and not what they have. Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone elses in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise.


"These choices are what Life is about"

umbumbulu

heyy i haven't written in here in so long I've been lost bt I'm back agen!
so yesterday i went with Islamic relief to umbumbulu it past isipingo and umlazi...it was such a awsum day had so much fun but was quite sad as well... so these people have like nothing and are so poor bt yet can still smile nd rejoice wer as we that have everything cant be happy go lucky why is that?
they walk like miles to get water coz they hav no water and rely on the rain for water and a little river or wat looks 2 m like a swamp...the water is muddy nd dirty filled with tadpoles and this the water they drink bath nd use to cook...i wonder sometime south Africa gets so much of revenue cant they at least give water that is clean to these people don't they care....??